It’s not too late It’s never too late Until you’re in the ground As long as your synapses fire And your throat still makes a sound As long as you’re still breathing Without aid from machines You better live like you believe Say everything you mean No one’s gonna do it for you No one’s gonna hold your hand They aren’t stuck inside your head They will never understand If you want something more You can’t depend on someone else If you want a better life You better get it for yourself It’s not too late You’re still young in your mind Your body’s working fine You have so much to say The worst mistake You can ever make Is to become complacent And be afraid to change No ones gonna do it for you No ones gonna hold your hand They aren’t stuck inside your head They will never understand If you want something more You can’t depend on someone else If you want a better life You better get it for yourself Live fearlessly Unapologetically Your only meaning is what you give yourself Your worst enemy Inside your head Now’s the time to stand up to yourself The doubt that lives inside your head is wrong It’s up to you to decide where you belong Self loathing growing with every passing day Is the only thing in your way You’re the only thing in your way Redefine A work in progress Redefine Trying your hardest Redefine What you consider success Redefine Yourself and find yourself again

Wide awake at 4 am Mortality obsession Blank stare as I sleep where I stand Existential depression Life passes me by As I wait around to die I feel so lost, wandering blind On an endless quest for a meaningful life An endless quest for a meaningful life I can’t take it, it’s keeping me awake Poisoning my thoughts Negative headspace Waste what’s left of my limited days Trapped inside this body Trapped inside this mind Cursed with full awareness that I’m running out of time The energy i waste wishing I was never alive Convinced existence is meaningless since one day I have to die I know one day I’m gonna have to die I’m not here with you now I’m an old man in a hospital bed with tears in my eyes, I’m paralyzed, unable to move or speak I’m not here with you now I’m struggling to make it through the treatments as the cancer leaves my mind and body weak Ruining my life One thought at a time Waste the days that I have left Obsessed with my death I can’t take it, it’s keeping me awake Poisoning my thoughts Negative headspace Trapped inside this brain Trapped inside this skull Realize that my biggest fear is beyond my control Spend most days too stuck inside my head to make a change A slave to negativity, chained to all my wasted days I’m not here with you now I’m in a car wreck spinning out of control, it wasn’t even my fault, but there’s nothing I can do I’m not here with you now I’m fading fast, I go towards the light, but I know there’s no afterlife, no hope for me and you Afraid to lose control And let my grip on this life go As cursed as I am blessed With all life comes death If I obsess with life like I’ve obsessed with death Maybe my last thought won’t be one full of regret If I obsess with life like I’ve obsessed with death I close my eyes, I fill with pride as I breathe my last breath